Feeling Like My Old Self

It is crazy how you can lose your self so quickly when you get caught up in different things. I seriously have been feeling just really bummed out lately. I really could not put my finger on it but I have just felt sad. I would not say depressed at all but I just was not my happy self. The beginning of October brought out the old me for a bit because I just love this month so much. I did feel good for a few days and then I was backed to being really bummed out.

Then this Saturday, I decided to paint my nails. I use to paint my nails all of the time about a year ago. About every week, I would take off the old polish and put a new one on. Then I just stopped. One big reason was me just being really busy with school. And school really has been keeping me really busy.

So now I have painted nails and I just feel so much better. It is crazy to me that doing something so simple can make me feel so much better. I am not complaining because it is a very nice feeling.

Love ya,

Christina

Chipotle Burritos: like 33

Books read: 20

Nail Polish: "Black Diamond" Sally Hansen Diamond Strength No Chip Nail Polish

Happy October

Awwww. I just love October so much. There are just so many great things about it. There is Halloween, fall really starts to kick in, and it does not help that my birthday is in this month.

But seriously, I love October. I wish that October was longer than 31 days. I love the weather and just the feel of it. Speaking of weather, it is actually not 100*+ outside today and I just love it.

In other news, I had a very weird dream the other day. Now, in the last couple of months, I have been having a lot of dreams involving YouTubers. Well, this dream was no exception.

In the dream, I was hanging out with a bunch of friends. In this group of friends was Anthony and Ian from Smosh. They were younger and it seems that I was friends with them for a really long time.

For some reason, Anthony and I seemed to never really like each other. We were friends because we had the same good friends. We got along but we were not each other's favorite people ever. So some how I got dared to kiss Anthony naturally. I say I will do it and kiss him on the check. And is that good enough for everyone else? Nope, of course not.

So then I realize that I have to do it. I have to suck it up and kiss him. I go to kiss him and he actually kisses me back. Then there is like this spark that you always see in movies. We both feel and know that there is something there between us. We also realize that we can't let the others in on this so we make the kiss as short as possible.

I know, it is such a very strange dream. I have no idea where it came from but then again, you can't always control your dreams. It is kind of nice knowing it won't happen because I have never even met Ian and Anthony nor do I live in LA. So that is good I guess.

Love ya,

Christina

Chipotle Burritos: same number as before

Books read: 20